Understanding where I went wrong...

Read your words...
Felt the pain... Saw the hurt..
None meant.. Was fighting...
Fighting to keep you.. Hurt you..

I was wrong... God Lisa how wrong...

You showed me.. I read it..
Cried... Cried ... Cried
Your beautiful face I remember...
But the tears I caused... The loud noise.. My fault...
All I wanted was you...
Was fighting for you...
Not at you..
Would choose to do it beside you... Never ... Never... Never at you..
No malice... No hurt..
I would protect you... Not hurt you

I hang my head in shame...
Bow to you so you don't see my eyes...
See the pain... Remorse... Never see my tears... They burn like acid... I will never let them burn you...

Love you... Miss you... No hate... Nothing... Nothing ... Nothing...