Sitting..... Sharing....

I share my life with many....

Give it to a few.....

Leah is my life.... Everything connected to her is in my heart....

Prejudice is not me... I give everyone a chance... Give my soul...

Never ask for anything... Never just take.....

My heart and soul are fragile... God knows I'm human...

Betrayal is a sword...

It cuts and slashes my heart.... Fractures my soul....

I don't see myself as a pillar of stone...

I may be tall...

I may look like I can withstand the continual bashing....

But like a molded item...

Inside the tough exterior is a fragile filling......

Inside is a heart.... Easily broken........

.... finding a smile.....

... How difficult can it be......

...Finding a smile.....

Being happy...

Being me...

I try most days to smile...

Try harder to be happy...

I guess that's the problem...

Trying... Trying...

Instead of trying I should just be....

Being is not pretending...

Being is wonderful....

Being is me...

No more trying to be....

I will be me.....