Thursday, August 5, 2010

You asked.....


I have no answer for you...

You ask if I want you here....Yes....
You ask if I'm happy... Yes...
You asked what makes me happy....

Is it not obvious....
You are still here...
You are near me...
You ask me all the time if I'm happy, content and want you...

How do I justify my actions when it seems I have to repeat myself....
Why do I have to reassure you I wear your name on my heart...
Seems most days I wanna find an eraser and erase it off....
Alas why?... Why would I?

I used a permanent marker... And damn me if changes cause you'll always be there... Emblazoned on my heart like a tattoo shown to the world....

Complicated is your name...
But straight forward the words....
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!

Boundries...


I only ask you not push me.....
Consider this... My life ahead is a straight road...
I am not looking anywhere other than ahead...
Hold my hand ....
walk my path beside me...
But please, please don't pull me away...

I love my path I chose...
It is mine to walk...Mine to enjoy...
Enjoy it with me... Treasure my view....
Stray if you must ... It is your path you chose...
I will show you mine... From my vantage point it will make you smile... Cry... even hate me...

But it's mine.....Mine.... Mine....
Don't overstep my boundry....