... The story continues....
I find myself imagining, listening and wishing...
I watch for what seems like an eternity, hoping to glimpse her... Every sound prickles my senses... Every sight strains my eyes... I wish her return swift... I pray she comes past...
Has she gone to fight another battle.. Does she fight still... Does she mediate... I try to imagine this, try fixing on a scene played over and over in my head...
It's then I spot a being, not an Angel... I see no wings.. Yet the deity takes no steps, yet moves swiftly... I whisper softly, suprise myself, my tone is firm unfaultering... I feel strong for once in my life... An inner strength never before I remember..
I remember this clearly now... I ask in a good even tone.. Tell me her name... The deity is far away... I think I shall shout, maybe it does not hear... Does it need a name?
I fill my lungs, draw in the air of a hundred breaths... As I make ready to scream, a scream like a person in jeapardy. Hands cupped around mouth... Lungs bursting with air, ready, ready, ready... The deity suddenly turns round looks at me... Eyes wide... Puzzled, as if caught unaware, yet aware of me...
Then the question rang like a shot in my every being... The words almost burning... '' what of you, why do you dwell here. What is your bussiness?''...
Boldly, yet shocked I catch my own voice escaping my very soul... I hear my words ''who is she, this Angel'', ''I need to speak her name, this Angel''... The diety turns a back to me as if to shun me. As if to say '' how dare you''... But then I hear the word... A name I shall never forget... A name of an Angel... The name of my Angel...
Cassiel... Cassiel the deity says... Take her, keep her safe... She is at battle, but she is the balance... Cassiel is the tears I weep... Cassiel is her name...
Remembering my lungs now burning, full as never before... I scream her name... Scream it with my soul... Scream it with pride...
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