Finally my Angel has a name

I remember calling her .... There was'nt a sound to be heard.. Just my cries of her name, calling her... I so want to engage her...
Did she surcumb in battle?...These are heavy thoughts... My heart sinks..
I am aware of that familiar fragrance again... The smell I know... It is her, she is near... I search the sky, squinting through the glare ... I run, run in the direction I think the smell is leading me in...
It's then I hear a silent sobbing... I hear it, I can't see her... Where is she...
It's then I see her, sitting, head in arms... Wings covering her... those magnificent wings... Battle scarred but beautiful..." Her heavy burden of battle" are my thoughts... Does my Angel bare the battles so hard it changes her?...
I approach here cautiously... Gently... "Cassiel" I whisper... "Cassiel, oh Cassiel"... Slowly she lifts her head... Eyes searching this new sound ... She sees me,sees my lips , hears my gentle voice calling her.. asking her the core of agony.. The root of her anguish and tears...
She says with a quiver in her voice.." I have one last battle"... I search for words I don't have.. Ask her why?... Why, my battle weary Cassiel?...
She talks of unresolved conflict... A time of peace... Times of mistrust within the sacred confines... Rejected dwellers ... I try to piece together, even try relate to these words... Oh Cassiel, my Angel... how difficult it must be... How do you go on to this battle.. I bare sadness for you.. A sadness so deep I feel it's sharp edge straining against soft skin.... Yet am at peace with her battle.. After all, Cassiel is the Angel of balance.. She rules light and dark... both, bowing to her just hand...
We engage conversation of conflict and enbiterment... We confide sacred dialogues, not meant for other ears... I promise her my word and she hers...
I now have the answers I sought.. The inner peace I wanted the day I said"jot down this question".. I promised to ask this Angel should I ever meet her...
I asked her " ..will you be mine?"....
Cassiel answered " Yes, I will, Be patient as I shed my wings in battle.. It will be my last fight... Be patient.. I shall be yours"

This is the final part of this saga... I will be starting a new chapter...
Glad I could captivate a few readers..