You said wait... patience I played... drew the final card... no match... you win... please take your feathers and fly away... You asked to be free.. This was not my choice... These are my tears falling in a void ... My heartbeat still... a sigh so deep I feel i shall never breath again... Yet closure... Yet nothing.. Nothing here... Nothing inside left for you to grab hold of and squeeze ever again...
You had the chance.. You took the time to try.. Guess trying is what we do when we don't have the will to be certain we can do something... I can't fly with Angels.. Yet you can't tolerate mortals...
Good bye Cassiel... I have a picture of you... But, this time your name will fade... I will forget who the nameless Angel was people reminded me of...
This is dedicated to a woman I loved for decades... A woman I sought for years... A woman I never forgot despite loosing much of my memories... This is for a woman I was never allowed to name because scorn would be her received wrath... well... Good-bye ... I will miss those times.. I will cry those tears... But rest assured, you won't hurt me again... You go ahead and remember me as I am... Not how you wanted me to be... I can say your name at last knowing you cannot and won't erase it to your satisfaction.....
This is my last blog on Angels... they don't exist... so take peace knowing your protectors have no feathers....
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